Okay, so I have horrible news for me and everyone else out there.
I'm Sick!!!!!
It first started yesterday evening, I went to bed with a sore throat; of course I thought nothing it, I mean sore throats are part of Fall\Winter.
In the middle of the night I woke up not being able to find a comfortable spot in my bed because every way I turned my bones ached I mean from my pinky toe to my Cranium,PAIN.
Well after trying to find a comfortable spot for about 1 hour I found one but I couldn't fall asleep!
So 7+ hours were spent just laying in a pool of pain.
Well I ended up falling half asleep and....Waking up the next morning feeling Blah!
I went to my moms room and woke her up so she could get me some Tylenol.
I then went down stairs and sat in my dads recliner until......I felt something in my stomach moving, I rushed to the bathroom and you guys can guess what happened next. Ewwwwww!

I came up stairs and my mom gave me some Tylenol.
Well after falling asleep and waking up again in a sweat, (from the fever breaking.)
I felt pretty good and I decided to be productive, so I brushed my teeth, did my hair, put perfume on and decided to write a post.
And now I'm not feeling so hot so I'm gonna go wallow in self pity.

If any of you are Prayer warriors please pray that I'll be better eventually soon.

How to boost your confidence with preforming in front of people!

Ok so this morning I played "Amazing grace," on my violin at our church.
I was so nervous I thought I might cry!
I mean it's so easy to mess up especially with sweaty hands that slip and slide.
So here are some things I did to boost my confidence and to hold in my , um....sweat.
1.I wore a bright colored purse, bright colors make you happy or at least me.
2.I wore high heals, cause when I get nervous I slouch and they help me to stand tall and feel almost powerful over my nervousness.
And....
3.I kept calm...cool...and collect.
These 3 little words come from a song from a movie called "Miss London Ltd."
Here is the song...

Basically keep calm, don't lose your cool, and collect on the blessings you'll be given for serving the Lord.

My pastors daughter Megi!!!

What's for breakfast?

Chili!!!!!!!!

I can't quite put into words how much I love chili.

I mean it's not good for you.

But I just love it sooo much!

That random.

Mamadows homemade chili recipe.

So today is a cold day so I have kept myself busy making my moms awesome chili recipe.

Here it is:

Ingredients: 

2 460 g cans of red beans

2 460 g cans of white kidney beans

4 table spoons chili mix (below)

1 table sp pepper flakes

450 g of ground beef 

2 250 g cans of sliced tomatoes in juice

Salt

Pepper 

(To taste)

Onions 2 medium

Chili seasoning:

Original recipe makes 0.75 cupChange Servings

• 1/4 cup all-purpose flour

• 4 teaspoons chili powder

• 1 tablespoon crushed red pepper

• 1 tablespoon dried minced onion

• 1 tablespoon dried, minced garlic

• 2 teaspoons white sugar

• 2 teaspoons ground cumin

• 2 teaspoons dried parsley

• 2 teaspoons salt

• 1 teaspoon dried basil

• 1/4 teaspoon ground black pepper

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Directions

1. In a bowl, stir together flour, chili powder, red pepper, onion, garlic, sugar, cumin, parsley, salt, basil and pepper. Store in an airtight container.

Directions:

In a skillet sautée the meat and onions until brown.

Next transfer to a big pot and add all the beans (with juice) and the tomato stuff.

Add the chili powder stuff the pepper flakes and every thing else, mix until combined. (Don't over mix or else it will turn to mush.)

Cover. 

Let cook for about 30 minutes then dish up for your lovely family.

Additional salt may be needed;-)

Serve with some saltine crackers and a generous (tub) helping of sour cream!

Add some grated chees if you like and you can also can it for little TV dinners.

Is it really....snow?;()

I just left for the store and as I was going there I saw something white fall from the sky.

I disregarded it and then all of the sudden another one fell,

 At that I realized that it was a snow flurry!!!!

Not much but the beggining of a white Christmas.!!!!!!

My purity ring.....

Ok, so while we were in Rome my daddy bought me a purity ring. He told me that he'd give it to me when we could be alone.

Well tonight we went to a nice Italian restaurant called the Rustica and got some coffee and some crepes.

Well the entire drive to the restaurant it was quiet the only thing we managed to talk about was how nervous we were.

We reached the Rustica and he kindly opened the door."

Later.....we sat in the old Italian restaurant staring each other down.

After muttered remarks about the  weather, school, and how nice the waiter is I decided to open up the whole ordeal, "PappaJay," I said  that's what I call my daddy. "I wrote some thing for you," I grabbed the piece of paper I had brought with me, and unfolded it, then with tear brimmed eyes I began to read it, " to my dearest darling PappaJay, from you daughter Nan.

I vow to you to stay pure.

I vow that my first kiss will be on my wedding day,

That my first child will come from my husband by marriage.

And like the infinity sign on this ring stand for never ending, I vow to never end this commitment to stay pure to you, God, and my future husband.

Just remember PappaJay that I will always be your little girl." At the end of my serimonius speech me and PappaJay     

Had tears in our eyes.

Then came his turn. He had me vow to stay pure and to trust him and let him have a say so in the man I marry.

Then he placed the ring on my finger.

The rest of the evening we talked about my growing up and college and I made more vows to him.

We came home and that's the end of it.

So I hope you enjoyed my story of my purity ring

HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

RIGHT NOW I AM CONTEMPLATING CALLING THE POLICE ON MY NEIGHBORS SON!
HE IS PLAYING THIS HORRIBLE HEAVY METAL MUSIC!
MY BLOOD IS SERIOUSLY SHAKING INSIDE OF ME.
tHIS IS WHAT HEAVY METAL DOES TO YOU!!!!
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (SEE i ADDED AN O CAUSE I'M NOT THINKING STRAIT!

Link up!

I was gonna post about Italy, but I decided to give you a link to my moms post.
Click here!!!!

What to do, what to do? Or rather what to talk about.

So we are home as you already know.
Tomorrow the Frazier family leave.:(
I can't believe it has already been two weeks since they came.
24 days until Thanksgiving, and 31 days until Christmas, If you can believe it.

Please comment below on how your Thanksgiving went, after Thanksgiving.

Gotta go I will post Italy pictures soon.

Home sweeeet home!

Just got back from Italy and I am so happy to understand an actual language.
We saw Piza, Venice, Rome and the coast of Croatia.
I have pictures but I don't have time to upload them now.
Look at my google + pictures.
Later gator,